Some Good News

First, this is a scarf I'm making to match my hat and gloves.

I got a couple Martha Pullen books yesterday for a good price on Amazon. It resparked my interest in historical costume and Dresden lace, which is white on white fancy embroidery. I started thinking I would drop knitting. The horizon doesn't hold much cold weather for me, so there is really only doll knitting to do. If I'm doing historical doll work, there's no reason to keep up the knitting.

But today something really good happened, and I'm knitting again. A while ago, seems like a couple months, but probably not that long, I applied for a scholarship for a TKGA course on professional finishing. Today I got word that I got it. I am so excited! Inspired again by knitting and very very grateful. This course has four lessons and then a project. The project is a complete cardigan, which uses most of the techniques covered in the course. I just happen to have a current cardigan project, and I didn't want to finish before taking this class. So I'll get to finish it this year. I'm so happy!

I also have yarn for a big coat that is unnecessarily difficult, or tricky. I wanted to have this course information before making it.

So it's a good day for knitting! And now I'm getting back to it. ..

well, that passed

Thank goodness. That dollmaking bug passed. I'm happy to buy my dolls today. I'm quite fickle, though, so that could change at any minute.

I'm still working on the same design element on Hannah's underwear, a hem stitch. Real simple, but over 64". It's taking quite some time. Of course that never really bothers me, but this is the first time I've made something for such a large doll, and this is the first time I've sewn by hand. I haven't put a full night on it yet because I've been really tired lately. I foolishly allowed myself to run out of thyroid hormones. It's been two weeks since I ran out and I'm really feeling the fatigue.

After this hem stitch, I'm going to put in two pin tucks. This is just for the bottom ruffle. In the skirt, I want to do three rows of drawn thread work to echo the hem stitch, separated with two sets of two pintucks. The skirt is 32" wide.

Did I say I have a doll in the mail? Probably. I'm really excited about her. I'll save for fabric next. The stuff I prefer has gone up $40 per bolt. Then I need a red head Hannah and a black Hannah. That should be enough Hannahs. That will make four.

I found an old briefcase thing the other day and I've decided it's perfect for keeping my design tools together. It has four file sections and one deep section. Lots of pockets in the front. It's an accordion-type thing.

I have too many ideas for what to do next. One involves knitting with cashmere! Yummy! One involves designing a fitted pieced sweater for a predominantly red fair isle cardigan. Another is a possible picture embroidery type thing, a forest scene, inspired by some of the work Maggie Iacono does on her pinafores. She paints but I would be embroidering. But I don't know how to do crewel, so I don't know how that would work out.

Well I have just enough beans for a half pot of coffee. I plan to drink it all tonight and do as much sewing as possible! But first I'm going to look at some books on whitework. I get so distracted. Probably why it takes me so long to finish things.

The Path to Madness

Oh no. Here it comes again. That aching desire to create a doll. It always leads me to mental dis ease. Is it a coincidence that I accidentally went off some of my meds this week? I wonder.

We've been book purging, which has made me think about my favorite books, which reminded me of a particular book on dollmaking, which ignited this old feeling. I went searching for all my favorite dollmaking books and put them all together in one place. I've never even looked at this Robert McKinley book. I've probably had it twenty years. I think I'll read it now.

I've been gradually changing the way I think about the things I make. I've decided to keep them. This is so freeing. I no longer have to worry about whether someone else will like what I like. I'm the only one whose opinion matters. It has taken a long time to get to this place. I've always given away what I make and I am left with nothing of lasting value.

This goes somewhere. Maybe if I try dollmaking again, for me and not to sell, maybe I can chill out enough to actually finish something.

So I'm going to read this Robert McKinley book on dollmaking and see if it has something that plugs the holes in this silly fantasy world of mine.

Some Götz Dolls

Last Kish Outfit

And the last one for a while. I'm just not in a Kish mood right now.

I'm back

So I stopped blogging because I switched over to iPad and Apple hates anything Google. But now I have a Google Nexus 7 and I love it. Now blogger works just fine. I think I will have to get Picasa web albums, whatever the hell that is. But it looks like I can upload from my phone, so I can post some in progress pics until I finish an outfit. Which won't be soon.

I just finished a masterpiece sweater. I'm so happy with it. I am making a smocked dress to go under it and I'm sewing it by hand. I'm rolling the hem for one of the sash ties right now. No, the sash won't show. I cannot make a smocked dress without a sash. It is just physically and morally wrong.

I can think of only one instance where I would not make a sash, but that's for another time.

The dress will have a lot of embroidery at the hem, but not too busy. Just outline stitch and French knots. In just two colors. I wonder how long that will take. I wonder how long it will take to see the dress. There are so many steps, so many pieces in my little puzzle. And there will be hand sewn underwear, too.

I've been unsettled all night, but then I remembered to put jazz on. I'm all better now.
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I usually go to a knit night on Thursdays, but I just didn't feel like going tonight. I don't know if I feel like going again. My life is starting to feel claustrophobic. I need more space, fewer planned outings. I also go out Tuesday and Friday nights, but I won't give those up. But I also want to see Lovee more.

So, pretty recently, I have purchased five Götz dolls, and I have one on layaway, to be free next week. They are 19.5". Much bigger than my Kishes. I like the scale so much more. I don't feel like making anything for my Kishes now, but they are so beautiful, I could never give them up.

Anyway, I need to stop buying dolls and get some supplies. I want two, TWO, bolts of fabric and some more yarn. I want fancy thread, too. I might want some bobbin lace supplies, too, but I'm not sure I'm going to keep that hobby. That's about five months of spending allowance, without the lace supplies. I'm also interested in getting some French lace, machine made, for some heirloom sewing. I can probably get that after I buy more dolls. Because I want more dolls. Oh yes. More dolls.

I told Charles I eventually want a doll cabinet. He said he thought that was a great idea. How did I find this man?

New Doll

There is a new doll in my life, and my Kishes have been packed away. She is a Little Darling by Diana Effner. I have named her Emma Jane, because you pick a name with these dolls. Technically, she is a Claire, with freckles, painted by Geri Uribe. All of these dolls are hand painted. She's very sweet. Not quite as realistic in proportion as the Kishes, and a little younger than I usually like, but I'm drawn to her, so she is the one right now! I have three more on order, but there is a terribly long waiting list for these dolls. I expect two around October and the third around Christmas.

Anyway, here she is with some different wigs on.

Right now I have stepped away from the knitting obsession to do some embroidery. It feels really good to come back to it. I've been knitting non-stop for a few or three months.